As I woke up this morning...and looked out the window...didnt hear the birds singing...the rays of the sun filtered weakly through the clouds..it was going to be like the wintry january saturday that its supposed to be..hmm,so I got out of bed..into the room where my kids slept...they were still snoring..
What makes a day special..what makes it different from the one I had yesterday, I pondered..I wanted to know...if it was a sign..then I would look out for it...if it was a feeling...I wanted to know it...or was it something in the air....I sniffed, but couldn't really tell..
Even though I had a mental picture....a line up of activites for my day..I wanted..yearned for something that would get me into the rythm..into the beat...the flow of my day...I felt without this swirl so to speak it would be mechanical...
Out of thy belly shall flow rivers of Living Water
Then suddenly I understood...the sun shone brightest when I looked at it from within, life had new and profound meaning when I percieved from within..life itself is from within us...I found the sweetest music of my day.